What I Learned from Victor Hugo and a 1941 Penny About Living with Narcolepsy

My car is hot and the weeds at home hang heavy on my shoulders. It’s like that Fischer Price toy: you hit one plastic gopher with a mallet and another pops up a different hole. The weeds have conquered the yard while I frantically put out forest fires at work and home and work and home. My mind hasn’t worked well in a long time. Did it ever? Maybe this is normal. I tell myself to man up. These are just the pedestrian vicissitudes of a father-lawyer-husband. But the weeds mock my pep talk. Like that character in a book who cheats death and then death finds him. “Your days are numbered. You pretend to control it all, but the weeds don’t lie.” And why can’t I concentrate anymore? I put my client files in the back of my car, its AC long since failed, and head back to the office from court, weeds hanging heavy on my shoulders.